The Real Mansa

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The Unseen Presence

October 21, 2010

Nervous thoughts rushing madly through my mind.  My purpose is right on time.  However, my bank account is shouting 911!  Somebody rescue me!  My external world is moving slowly, but my internal world is moving at the speed of light.  Translation, I’m broke but life is amazing.  I really want to sit with not having money.  It is a tough space to hang out in, especially when I’m a father and a husband.  Those thoughts of I’m a failure, loser, and other things want to wipe my ambition out.  Although it’s a daily struggle, I love being where I’m at right now in life.  I feel the presence of something extraordinary coming my way.  I feel enormous amounts of bliss, happiness, and gratitude throughout the day.  My blissful emotions often carry me to a distant place.  The presence of something that I can’t touch yet, but it’s very much in touch with my spirit.  I shake sometimes with the awareness of how my actions connect to the flow of the universe.  This source of power is waiting for the perfect time to manifest in what it means to be my life.  This power is electrifying, magnectic, and I’m in love with it.  I’ts like the cosmic Halle Berry who shows up in your life, not through touch, sight, or smell but only through vibration.  I’m present to my need to get a job that makes money.  I’m looking on job sites and I’m going to grocery stores, shopping malls, and recycling centers.  Supporting the vision with consistent income is a lesson that sticks to me like HOT CHEESE.  So seize each moment given to you by the universe.  Now is always the perfect time to take sacred action from that sacred place called you!

Don’t Make It Mean Something Just Make It Move.

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