Adjustment

My heart feels heavy and my mind is cluttered.  Frustration is with me right now, and that’s okay.  I’m feeling overwhelmed with my potential.  Honestly, it excites me and worries me at the same time.  I’m stopped and confused and that’s okay right now.  I’ve been going to a training in Beaumont California for a new job working at a residential home for abused and neglected children.  The information and training our great.  I’m learning more tools that will help me be successful at Child help and Mansa.  I’m struggling with making adjustments with my own schedule.  At first, it was the money situation and no job to fall back on.  Now it’s how do I manage this new opportunity at Child help, the Compton contract, which includes Young Scholars and The Make It Move Program, my personal, and my family life.  It’s really simple but I’m not in action around a weekly plan for it all.  Its all opportunity for me to work my plan and plan my work.  I’m feeling many emotions because of lack of integrity.  I’m not feeling whole or complete, just scattered around all over the place.  Just make the adjustment, spend the time organizing your priorities and everyhting will work out.